Ok, WTF did I get Myself into? Its not like I dont have enough CRAP to consume My time, but I just decided to start an internet business. Which is turning out pretty badly, only because all I want to do now is that and not go to school :( Oh well. hehe. Life is pretty boring at this point.
:evil: wtf? So, I was sitting at home, excited, about to start brainstorming and researching my newest venture, which will be to own an internet business...Seems like everything will line up nicely and that I may be able to get some money coming in and I can stop working at my WAY under paying job...WELL, anyhow...So, here come this little annoying "rap tap tap" on my door. I look out and who do I see? I was hoping it was one of those annoying soliciting-missionaries, trying to get me into their RELIGION...but I couldnt be so lucky. I asked through the door who it was and I heard exactly what I was praying I wouldnt. It was the electricy-turn-off guy. F*CK! I was like ok, (still through the door-Im not giving him the pleasure of opening it to talk to him) How much do I owe? That is 166.22...Well, hmmm I said. What form of payment? he said check or cash only...I said well, is there anyway that I can call real quickly and pay by credit card, while you wait, so you dont have to turn it off...? He was like " uhhh, no. I need cash or check or I have to turn it off..." I was like "5 minutes? cant you let me have 5 minutes?...How much will it be anyway if you shut it off...?" "264, ma'am..." I said, "you cant give me 5 f*cking minutes to avoid paying an extra 100 dollars?" "ummm, no ma'am..." Well you know what Scum Mother F*cker...?! I hope you read this...This is just CRAZY! You low life-need a real job-leave me alone, Mother F*cker. Wow...ok, so I feel better...Sorry to anyone I offended but I think this is shear BS! I mean, hell, I was on the phone with his sorry ass utility company TWO FEET from him, while he was turning it off! MY GOOD GOD! Have some F*CKING COMPASSION...
Music: None, cause I am sitting my no utility, sorry ass, at the computer in the MF-ing Public Library!
I really dont have much to write about right now. Maybe because it is just way too fucking early, lol. I dropped my hours WAY down at work, the owners werent amused, but hell...their problem not mine. I am supposed to find out at the end of the week whether or not I get the house...I guess at the end of the week. Seems that my grandmother is pulling more shit...and I just cannot guage whether or not this thing will be feasible or not. Who knows? I just cant worry about it anymore, I am worrying myself sick over it.
I have become a little too obsessed with the Cobain conspiracy theories lately. I dont know why. Maybe because the anniversary of his death a couple weeks ago. Just finished reading the first book "Who killed Curt Cobain" by Iam Halperin and that other guy...I dont know for sure if Courtney did it, but I can almost damned well guarantee that she knows something. She is nothing but a complete waste. I am anxiously awaiting pay day for the 2nd book...But I sit back and realize that all these helpless, hopeless people died for a cause, for Kurt and it was all for nothing. Well, yes of course, I know that the blame cannot be blamed all on him, or her...But just for the fact they got sooo depressed that since they all thought he did, that they should too, etc...I dunno. Yes, I know this has all been said before...Just not by me, and for some reason I am just overly compelled to figure this stuff out. :roll:
:lol: Well it is way too early. Dunno if I am ready for this day yet...but nevertheless, it is here. I am off to class in a few minutes...dreading it. :roll: Oh well...Got a call from the realtor last night. They accepted our counteroffer to their counteroffer. YAY! I am moving into a house. I HAVE A HOUSE! I AM A HOMEOWNER! Woohoo! Let's just hope the rest of the process goes as planned and nana doesnt mess something up in the interim. I could see that happen. Last night when I talked to her about their counteroffer, I had to get somewhat fiesty with her...she said that she would not budge above her first offer. I had to explain that NO ONE will accept that. That is the point of negotiation. I think that she just went up to another offer just to get me to shut the hell up...lol, either way it worked :wink: oh well...here I go, treading through another day.
Today has been a strange day. I have managed to get in some time with My collared subbie and I am loving it. Have not seen her in some time now, and I am just so excited to see her again...
ON THE OTHER HAND...this house thing is just wearing me down. The house is going into my grandmother's name. but she will not raise her offer on any house when they counter offer. this is the 4th I have put an offer on now, and she just will not GET IT! It is making my brain hurt. I have to give notice where I am living by Friday, so if this doesnt go through than fuck it. I am tired of this.
My dad gets pissed at my mom, so he wants to sit there and cuss at ME and yell at ME! wtf? omg, this is just too much...I hung up on him in tears. then my mom is trying to play all innocent, and then try to win back my affection. cant I just be left alone?
:twisted: I Am feeling good. Just flowing with the music... (Everything by Limp Bizkit) Had a long tiring day...worked, then worked on the "I need to find a new house soon" issue. Had to talk to my grandmother...it was nice to spend time with her. I Think I have won over a new submissive...have spent some time trying to get her...now she is almost begging.
:roll: Another day rolls on...I am exhausted beyond all belief. I need a break badly. I am sooo tired. The husband is giving me the ultiamtum to move back in or he will leave. But I have to have the house clean before he does...How can I do this, with the kids running about, going to school...16 CREDIT HOURS...and I am working upwards of 40 hours this week. I almost feel I am at a breaking point...Cant hardly keep my eyes open. *sigh*
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